What do I always do when it comes to expressing my thoughts and feelings? I am not good at poetry. I am not good at creating my own songs either.The only thing that I always do is to cry and write a blog.
Why do I even cry most of the time? Does crying even help me to solve the problems that I have? These questions actually come across in my mind. I always wonder why did I even cry in the first place. I guess this is the only way that I can really express everything out. Thinking about studies, future, family problems and peer problems are just so much to handle all at once.
I am just a weird girl that cries easily. It is true. My mum once said to me that I was a strong girl when I was small. I did not even cry. I guess, when I am growing older year by year, I tend to cry a lot even if it is just a small matter. Some people say it is good as you do not have to hold back any tears in your heart and just let it all out. The others think that it is bad because people tends to call you a 'crybaby'.
Another way to express everything out is by writing a diary or doing a blog. It is so me.True fact about me: I tend to write diary journals every night. Sometimes, it is a waste of time by doing it every single time. I just love to do that because when I read it all over again, I will laugh, cry, and happy when reminds me of the memories that I have done in this school.
2 weeks left in this school.....and I will be graduating from this school. The school that have made me who I am right now. Not only the school but the friends that I have, teachers, the canteen people, hostel master and A. Just not ready......to leave everything and go to the "outside" world where I will meet a lot of people, get a lot of perspectives..... Good luck.
